Thursday, February 1, 2007

Why?


... Why am I hated by male persons? Why I am in the court? Why is my fate is so worse?...

What's going on? When I was young, I was liked by everybody except my elder brother, dad. They did not look after me very well.

When I grew up, I was studying Grade 12, parents became busy about my marriage. At first, it was funny. My parents were looking for a person that fit for me. Oneday, they found the photo of a 23-years old handsome, good-looking person. He was a mechanical engineer and lived in Canada and was doing a professional job. After hearing the news of such person, my parents could not stop themselves... Anyways, the marriage happened. My school was stopped. After my marriage, I came to Canada.

I was living with my husband in peace. He had a sense of humour. So, the time passed very well. I felt my parents, but not too much because of my husband. I went to visit a lot of place. Really, I didn't think that Canada is so beautiful country even though it is cold country. It looks different in summer and winter. But, both scenes are so nice that I cannot forget it. My time was passing very well. All of a sudden, my contented life stopped and I entered in a saddy life. But ... why?

It was the terrible accident of my husband which robbed his life from me. I became alone. But, he left a thing as a memory, which is my only daughter. So, I have a lot of responsibility. I started going school to study again. By this time, I met an international student who was studying chemical engineering in the UofC. I felt pity for him as he came from a foreign country and was paying high tuition fee. So, he proposed me to marry because if he could get the immigrantship, he would not have to face this economic problem. I also did so. I thought it would be well as my daughter liked him. Then, I agreed to marry him.

After that, I was living with him. He was studying, and I finished my schooling and started working. The first year, I paid his tuition fees. After one year, he got the immigrationship.

Then, he started beating me. Sometimes, he was drunk. He was so rude none can imagine. His face was changed... Oh! that's terrible. I can't say that anymore. I don't know why?

Finally, I came to court for solution.

I don't know why my life is like that? Why cannot I be happy? Why?

4 comments:

anna said...

Women are usually so unprotected. No more comments.
Yulia

serenity said...

I'm so confused about your post.
Do you mean the student is yourself?
life is no reason!

Alif said...

Actually, you know wht, I just want my audience to feel the lady's situation because it is a real and hard story. We may heard it in another way and usually we feel pity for those guys. But, I want everybody to feel it as if s/he were those kind of lady. Feeling as real is better than feeling pity.

Scott Douglas said...

Wow, what a powerful story. I think this kind of thing happens. I'm glad you wrote about it.